Thursday, June 14, 2007
♥ 3:15 PM
i need help.help from within.self-discipline is what i need to practice.now, that is my weakness.i've been picking up old bad habits from the past; smoking & drinking.i swear to god im going to stop right after the so called 'holiday'.but whatever it is, bad + good makes me, ME.so, i have to cut down on the bads.im way behind time in my studies.bad results still havent wake me up.U grades, to be exact.the two weeks have been damn slacking for me.i've been going out n watching tv like no one's business.as if i have no MAJOR EXAM to sit for right after the holidays.karaoke-ing n lepak-ing is a full-stop from today onwards.maybe.i need to go swimming.i dont care.i just hope im strong enough to carry on my journey as a pre-u student.i just hope i can make it through.i just hope i have the DISCIPLINE to study.i love u, bf.
`i am me, not someone else