Saturday, January 28, 2006
♥ 6:36 PM
than dreadiing, ii'd better be off desiigningg !!
`i am me, not someone else
Monday, January 23, 2006
♥ 3:52 PM
ARGH~!!!
iim so not mii aniimore .
uggghhh~!!
ii let a guyy ruiin myy liife, myy thinkiing ~!!
ii walked past fariiq juz noww ad jp .
de moment ii saw hiim, my heart beats faster n slower ad de same tyme .
ii fiind iit difficult to breathh ad dat moment .
n w/o knowiing tears were flowiing down myy cheeks .
iits so not mii u noe .
iim suppose to be strongg .
ARGHHH~~~
y does iit haf to endd tis wayy .
last 2 mths, we were happy, loviing .
NOW???
iits a liviing HELL!!!!
iim crazyy goiing iinsane .
my EQ low tats y ii cant control myy emotiions .
tats y iim pouriing all tis shiits iin my blog .
my own emotiions are beyondd myy control .
AAAARRGGHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!
y is iit so hard w/o hiim??
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ii nv loved aniione tis muchh before .
haiix .
to anonymous : whoeverr farkiing person u are, ii juz wanna tell u tat ii hate BOYS n ii lost trust iin every siingle one of dem .
`i am me, not someone else
Friday, January 20, 2006
♥ 8:31 PM
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`i am me, not someone else
Monday, January 16, 2006
♥ 9:03 PM
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`i am me, not someone else
Thursday, January 05, 2006
♥ 8:44 PM
haiix .
ii dunno who ii am aniimore .
iim not de atiika ii used to be .
iim nort bubbly n cheerful n optimistic lyk de old atiika .
iim farkiing unhappy riite noww .
myy mood turns bad fer no reasons .
iim owaes a diiferent person .
iin skewl iim happy, cheerful, ii behave lyk one of de a good students .
de moment ii stepped oud of de skewl gate, iim de otherwiise .
well , whu cares aniiwae riite .
ii screw myy own liife .
ii screw other ppl's liife .
ii screw wit ppl's emotiion .
screw u larr ehh .
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`i am me, not someone else
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
♥ 10:20 PM
lets start tis post with an emotiional declaratiion tat come from deep withiin myy heart .
bdakk literature larr katekan ,
ii cant forget hiim .
even though iits over, myy feelings towards nv change .
iin fact ii still contiinue to love hiim more n more each dayy .
de more myy love deepens, de more paiinful it is .
ii thiink of hiim everyday .
ii miss hiim everyday .
ii dun care who he's with riite noww as longg as he's happy bcoz his happiness is wad my love is all aboudd .
FARRRRKKKKKKKKK ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
iim realli farkiing stress .
well .
ii haf a neww bf whu is so farkiing good to mii .
n ii accepted hiim coz ii tot he can make mii ferget hiim .
but clearlyy, ii cannot .
so its wad we call a farkiing MISTAKE .
noww iim in a relatiionship with a realli great guy whom ii dun love ???
wthhhhh .............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ii dun wanna hurt hiim .
but ii cant liie to hiim u noe .
regretted .
haiix .
we'll see wad my fate will lead my liife to .
if it turns oud to be ugly , limit2 bunohh diri sudahhh .
nono . iim nort stoopidd .
ii wont do suchh a thiing .
im still youngg .
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRggggggggggggHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
nk worry pasal O levels lagii .
kt umahh dahh larr my mom tk abes2 memekak .
ii thiink iim goiing CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to hell withh LOVE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sryy . iim nort in de riight state of miind .
`i am me, not someone else
