Friday, March 31, 2006
♥ 12:58 PM
friidayy .
friidayy .
friidayy .
freaky fridayy .
kae fiine .
ii noe iim lame .
nowadays iim confusedd about makiing de riight decisiions .
ii am dependent on friends on makiing my own deciisiions .
iimm so S-L-O-W . (iim sure ppl whu noes mii knew iit already)
FINE .
iim S-L-O-W .
iits contagiious u noe .
ii think ii got it from sinyi .
haha .
high possibility .
coz mira also is S-L-O-W .
iim seriious .
haha .
todayy was crap larr .
get to go home earlyy ad 11.1o but haf to be ad jurong stadiium by 2 .
sports day lar .
='(
iim takiing part iin de 4 X 100m and 4 X 400m relays .
iim FAT alreadyy .
haf nort been jogging larr .
put on 2 kg alreadyy lar .
cannot make iit one larr .
haha .
haf to driink more redbull . >.<
so ii can be super-actiive .
how how how????
how to run later??
shd ii breakk my legs so ii would be excused??
shd ii just be iirresponsible n just dun attenD??
or shd ii faiint half-way running so de SJAB can piick mii up with a stretcher .
hmm .
juz run larr .
kae .
so just now was lame larr .
only had 7 periiods .
1st n 2nd - MALAY
3rd n 4th - AMATHS
5th n 6th - ENGLISH (teacherr did not come)
7th - SUPPOSED TO BE SEL .
by de end of 6th periiod, dere was fiire alarm exerciise .
so we haf to assemble in de fiield as soon as possible .
ii feel lyk briinging my desk wif mii coz ii love my books .
so de whole class start packiing theiir bags whiich, by the way, they shd not be packiing bags .
line up outsiide class withh our bags .
teacherr scolded us .
put our bags back in class n went to de fiield .
v v HOT lorr . (v = veryy)
went baq home n startedd munchiing bread + tuna .
cannot eat riice .
later cannot run .
drank one can of redbull . (buyiing one more later . kanchiiong!!)
oh yeahh .
HOMEWORK!!!
shiit .
haf to hand iin by todayy !!
diie .
kk .
wanna rushh thru my hw .
`i am me, not someone else
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
♥ 8:15 PM
today's topiic??
this sounds scaryy n weiird ad de same time .
all de pictures ii had uploaded are GUYS ok .
GUYS .
his name iis suppose to be "gackt" from Japan .
heard he's hot -.-
iit's a metrosexual issue larr .
fashiion and trends always come to Singapore from Japan aiite?
even noww, gothiic lolita can be seen down Orchard Road .
cute .
expensiive .
*p.s : gothics lolita clothes can be found ad Far East Plaza .
eachh clothiing can cost up to 8o bucks u noe .
burn pocket .
but teenagers nowadays splurge on wadever they fiind up-to-date .
true .
kk .
backk to gackt .
discovered gackt from a friiend .
he's a japanese freakk .
haha . =X
ii bet Singaporean guys will start trimming theiir eyebrows n begiin usiing make-up ad a large-scale (ok bedek!)
kae .
take a miinute to iimagiinE that!
then we will haf to call the guys pretty insteadd of dashiing .
hehe .
imagiine ur bf start usiing ur make-up .
even nowadays, ii've seen guys triim theiir eyebrow (e.g faiiz; putrii's ex bf) . =p
n weariing make-up (amiin ; whu cares, he's gay) .
dere's more of his pictures on de net .
just go yahoo n searchh "gackt" .
dere'll be plentiiful of hiis pics .
haha . no kiddingg .
crediits of popularisiing gackt goes to HATREDDOLL .
tank u tank u .
ok bedek ~!!
`i am me, not someone else
Monday, March 27, 2006
♥ 9:23 PM
love??
wads love??
anyone knows??
maybe u felt love before .
but are u sure that's love??
how to recogniise love??
when does iit happens??
how many tiimes does iit happen??
love = deceptiion??
love = arguiing??
love = happiness??
everyone needs love .
iits may come iin family, friiendship, teacher-student, boy-girl etc .
so wad makes love b/w a girl n a boyy different from love from others ??
iintimacyy??
sex??
tell u wad .
those who are iin love, contiinue to do so n cheriish tat speciial someone because when iin love, u'll experiience somethiing beautiiful .
to those whu had fallen out of love, move on .
iit may be difficult but iit takes tiime .
suckk all de poiison out n live a new liife .
to those whu iis haviing problems withh theiir partners, space iis needed .
love iif held tiightly, iit may be destroyedd .
love iif held loose, iit may sliip .
thiink .
`i am me, not someone else
Sunday, March 26, 2006
♥ 3:44 PM
ii've been pouriing out craps iin thiis blog .
CRAPS of beiing someone whom iim not n
CRAPS of beiing someone who ii dont wanna be .
fuck familyy matters .
fuck relationshiips .
now ii wanna concentrate on studiies n ONLY studiies .
ii wont let anythiing disrupt my studiies .
dahhh .
`i am me, not someone else
Thursday, March 16, 2006
♥ 9:42 AM
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGHHHHHHHH~!!!
stoopid stoopid guyy .
ii oredii ask fer break-up fer de thiird tiime .
y cant still get iit ??
haiix .
oK .
so we met up ytd n talked .
he beg mii lyk hell .
he even got down to his knees n saiid he would change .
BUT I DIDNT CARE .
ii kept sayiing NO .
ii oredii gave hiim two chances n tats enuff .
iim not a chariity worker whu could take piity on hiim .
ii've been too soft-hearted all these whiile .
farkerr .
he even uses force n physical strength on mii .
as iif tat will change how ii feel about hiim .
he expresses how muchh ii mean to hiim n even saiid dere's no one lyk mii in dis werld .
as iif ii'd buy tat .
maybe ii was cruel n heartless .
then so be iit .
coz iim doiing tis for one guyy .
n tat guyy is de love of my liife .
ytd niight his whole family went to search fer hiim coz iit's been two days he has not been home .
n he broke de probatiion rules .
he shd be home by 10 .
his sister, mom called mii .
WTH .
all he does iis briinging trouble .
worst still, his PO (probational officer) called mii ad 9 tis morniing .
wakiing mii up from my sleep .
haiix .
donno where he's now larr .
all ii noe is tat he's iin deep shit .
juz bcos a girl, he's willing to go back to jaiil .
wad a stoopid act .
omg .
ii am heartless .
whu cares .
iim heartless for my own sake .
ii'm takiing my O levels tis yearr .
y shd ii care about otherr ppl n nort care about mii .
haiix .
ii realli regret knowiing hiim . FULLSTOP .
`i am me, not someone else
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
♥ 12:54 PM
I QUIT SMOKING!! !!
ferr hiim .
`i am me, not someone else
Monday, March 13, 2006
♥ 9:27 AM
atiika's BACKKK~!!
lololololololololololol .
kindda busyy lar nowadayys .
studyy .
then studyy more .
then studyy morer [cheyy . whr gort such werd] .
shengg shengg shengg . [OK .onlii putput understands]
kaekae .
so my ciggies supplies are running out n iim out of cashh .
WTH .
ii've gort no liife u noe !!!
kesiian kan .
sobx .
iits been monthhs siince ii went out .
kae arr .
kluarr pon stakat gii piioneer mall .
go piioneer mall pon blajarr .
naiik penat aku .
ii didnt went to skewl on friidayy but ii still went fer cca .
u wanna noe y ii didnt go to skewl???
pasal tk buat keratan akhbar .
so lame riite .
well .
miira pon samerr .
haha .
but ii still went ferr cca u noe .
ii told teacherr ii was mentally exhaustedd not physiically .
cheyy cheyy .
so nyarii at last I'M GOING OUT .
tu pon g kbox .
ii was reluctant arr .
but ii made a promiise .
so .. kene pegii .
iim a good friiend u noe .
ciis .
piinky and de braiin btol arr .
tis week march holiidays no skewl but haf remediials .
WEDNESDAY - emaths - 1300 to 1630
THURSDAY - amaths - 1300 to 1630
tat iis lyk 3 and a half hours eachh OKOKOKOKOKOK ~!!!!!!!
ii'll definitely go mad .
ii slept ad 6am tis morningg .
n ii woke up ad 8+am .
haha .
ii sleep soo 'LONG'
yeaa .
2hrs + .
so tenangg [cool] .
I AM goiing to be mad .
hmm .
todayy haf to hand iin my giiro form .
wth .
my O levels fees costs $370.00 . [2 sig fig]
sumwhere around there larr .
so farkiing expensiive .
we have to pay fer de papers' fliight .
ii wonder y dey just cant send de paper thru u-noe-wad-dey-call-tat "EMAIL"
den juz priint .
juz get some computer expert so de papers will be kept confidentiial .
kk .
iim so LAME .
ii noe .
KUKUKUPUNYA CINTA ~
KUKUKUPUNYA RINDU ~
ok tats dangdut-liciious .
ook . dah start merepekk .
kuku btol arr .
`i am me, not someone else
