Sunday, April 29, 2007
♥ 8:18 PM
argh .argh .argh .is there such a status call singtached ?i just miss being single a lot la since i'm in a new environment.new environment = more stress + new school + time-consuminghaiyoh .sometimes i feel being too tied down.sometimes i wanna let go of all the responsibilities in this world.maybe what i need is freedom.reasons y i wanna be single- freedom- more time on studies- less stress- happier(maybe)reasons y i wanna be attached- someone's shoulder to lean on- feeling of being lovedso far, life's a living hell .omg.this post is depressing .fine, let it be .depressing post number 2412397989.
`i am me, not someone else
Monday, April 23, 2007
♥ 7:02 PM
notice : my blog will be a depressed one if i update it. so as to prevent my blog from suiciding, i will not update unless it's something cheerful . ((=
`i am me, not someone else
Thursday, April 19, 2007
♥ 9:57 PM
complications are unavoidable.
be it explicitly or implicitly,
they are everywhere
however, there is one complication that shd be greatly avoided
one that your IQ can't deal with
one that will drive u crazy
it will tear you apart
it will bring u to tears
so overpowering that
it will haunt u day n night
so tangled up together
that it messes the veins of ur brain
it will gobble u up inside
n leave u there helpless
it gets more tangled up
as time graciously pass by
leaving u feeling miserable
making u feel so small
creating existence for feelings
that u nv thought u'll feel
u think u can handle it
but ur determination fails u
u think u can leave it as it is but
it will only make things worse for u
behold the king of pain
a king whr his castle
is a castle of depression
without any ray of joy
a castle whr monsters
are suppose to be princesses
a kingdom whr u are
suppose to be elated in
& this is the complication in the affair of the heart .
`i am me, not someone else
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
♥ 11:41 PM
I think i'm going crazy .
I think i'm going insane .
I think u think that I wont think about what u ppl think .
But I do think .
soccer was fun, as always .
n is tiring, forever tiring .
finish soccer around 7pm .
left the school around 7+pm with a handful of my soccer teammates.
we went to chong pang(at yishun) to collect our orangey jerseys .
n mind u, im staying in Jurong West which means I have to alight at Boon Lay mrt station .
we left chong pang around 9pm n zoom i was on my way to my castle .
n in the magnificent castle, there are assignments waiting for me to complete them .
one VERY good example would be malay .
yay . ))=
we are required to post comments on 3 articles every day from 16/04 to 22/04 .
there u go .
the comments can be viewed by the public at www.blogijc-atika.blogspot.com .
n pls, however rotten my malay is, dun laugh .
at the very least, laugh behind my back .
chem is a nightmare.
maths is my husband .
physics is my evil stepmother .
& geog is my chocolate .
PW is my irritating younger brother .
GP is my younger sister .
malay is my long-lost friend .
it's totally fine if u dont understand .
i dont understand it myself .
i wanna NEED to sleep .
`i am me, not someone else
Thursday, April 05, 2007
♥ 8:41 PM
hello .im back .i've been VERY busy this week .n i believe tat every week will be VERY busy til i have completed my A levels .schedule is tight n P.E are DAMN tiring la .maybe i've got a lot of babats or wad la .school will always end around late afternoon .then i have cca to attend on every mon, wed and fri .by the time i reach home, my muscles would be aching .n wad about the tues n thurs ??i've got P.E !!it's not the same as the P.E u ppl have in sec school ok .its one hour n we usually have P.E with two or three more classes .we have to run 6 rounds around the track .do 2-3 sets of : push-ups, sit-ups, static hole, etc.it was damn tiring la .so mon, wed, fri = soccer .tues, thurs = P.Eweekdays = muscle cramps!!so, i usually reach home around 7+pm, except for monday cos soccer ends at 7pm.homework ??much more than YOU ppl have .lesser time than YOU ppl have .bigger eyebags than YOU ppl have .sometimes, i have to wake up at three in the morning to complete my hw .sometimes, it's not even completed .so, my point is do your hw while u can .ok .that's dumb la!today we had project runway .we have to dress up using materials that are unused or recycled .in other words, make a budget thing that fits u .so, i was the model for my class .the dress was actually hanisah's mother's long, old skirt .n we made it into a tube dress with the neck neck thing .we made rings, a handbag out of plastic bag n a belt from the jeans thing .very difficult to explain .i'll post the pics when RUSYDI sends it to me .anyway, i got third .n walking down the runway at the CANTEEN during LUNCHTIME with EVERYONE there was so embarassing la .im glad it was all over .anyways, i love school .word verification: mblrja
`i am me, not someone else
