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Friday, March 30, 2007
♥ 7:31 PM


im dark .
two to three tones darkeR!!!
can see the difference la .
walau .

so, one week of schooling was dedicated to leadership camp & seminar .
no lectures & tutorials .

monday to tuesday :
- leadership seminar
- company EKA
- it was GREAT
- was exciting lar
we get to play csi & investigate the murder of paris hilton via games.
&& the suspects were britney spears, madonna, g. bush, jackie chan & justin timberlake .
so my team concluded it was justin timberlake .
but but it turned out to be GEORGE BUSH!!
because paris wanted to be part of the parliamentary thingy la.
n britney spears had an affair with jackie chan .
so weird...
but of course.
they are PURELY fictional .

then then .

wednesday :
went to changi camp .
briefing...
had lunch there .
my class went for sea expedition after lunch for tat day .

IMPROVISED RAFTING ..
we were given 6 ropes, 6 poles, 6 drums to make a raft .
we were competing with two other classes .
the raft that can go to a certain distance n then comes back to shore with everyone in it wins .
n guess wad .
my class won!!
we broke the innova's record .
first class to have a raft that can fit everyone in without anyone falling out of the raft .

n then we had..

DRAGONBOATING ..
everyone did their part .
we worked together .
win together, lose together .
we won again!
thx to polar, the instructor .

then dinner .

then preparation of campfire .
my class had to merge with another class for campfire performance .
the class was 0726A .
n they were our buddy class .
we came out with damn funny commercials n a OK dance performance .


i just hate the bathing part la.
although i didnt have to queue, because i race to the toilet like a mad person, i had to rush .
the queue outside was long tat it exceeds the entrance .

then, lights out .
zzzzZZzz.
i didnt bring sleeping bag because i was lazy .
so, i slept on hard WOOD .

thursday :
woke up at 5am .
didnt bathh . =)
went for morning p.t .

23 push ups, 23 sit ups, 25 seconds of static hole & 80 jumping jacks .
that's considered as one set .
n we have to do 3 sets .
tiring lar cb .

then, breakfast .
we had mee goreng which is as oily as oily man .
i felt like im using lip gloss after i finish eating .
oh yar.
my class had to served breakfast .
n i was serving the noodles .
haha .
i served so untidily la.
i think ppl who got served by me hates me . =(

then then .
my class went for ..

KAYAKING..
damn tired la .
5hrs .
from changi kayak all the way to east coast .
walau !!

after that, lunch .
we had chicken rice .
it was tasty .
nice nice.

next up..

ORIENTEERING ..
we went to pulau ubin .
the bumboat was unpleasant to be in .
it was raining heavily .
we played something like amazing race .

it was embarassing tat my class who's taking GEOGRAPHY cannot read map properly .
we end up getting lost all the time.
so paisey la .
our map reading skills suck big time.

we were the third team out of five teams .
my classmates ran together as a team all the way .
n it was difficult for me to keep up because i've got muscle cramps n i almost vomitted la .
my feet got all muddy but it was fun .

then, went back to the jetty in a much much nicer bumboat .

we had i-dont-know-wad for dinner .

then bathh .

& then, highlight of the night was CAMPFIRE .
i almost lost my voice on tat night .
my house, taurus was battling neck-to-neck with another hse sagittarius .
taurus was the winning team since innova was established .
it never lost .
for three years, it remained champion .

the scores at the end of the day was fantastic .
taurus was leading =)

lights out .

friday :
as usual, morning p.t .
this time it's better .
just a morning run from camp to east coast park .
n then, one set of push ups, jumping jacks & static hole .

breakfast.
followed by cleaning session.
my class had to clean up the bunks .
the boys' bunks were utterly disgusting .

n then, briefing .
guess wad .
my class won third for the to points!!
we received a hamper.
smaller than the 1st n 2nd hamper .
there's choc in it .
i cant wait to indulge in them .

n then HOME !!
i am aching all over now lar .
walking like an old woman .

took taxi home.
reached home ard 12.30pm .
slept straight away w/o bathing n stuff .
woke up at 5+pm .

im still aching!!!!!!!!!

























`i am me, not someone else




Saturday, March 24, 2007
♥ 11:05 PM


ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

ytd.
me, sinyi n rus watched tmnt.
it was SUPERB.
strongly recommended to all.

delifrance-d.
met someone-hu-lives-near-me-but-i-donno-her-name .
she works thr .

blablabla.
fight fight fight today.
cry cry cry.

den .............. MAPLE!!!!!
maple helps to recover wounds tat are bruised n battered.





ok bye.
u DONT care at all.


`i am me, not someone else




♥ 9:39 PM


giler


`i am me, not someone else




Sunday, March 18, 2007
♥ 9:08 PM


(8) brown eyes & lungs are filled up with smoke (8)

the starting of song that puts me to sleep.
if u guys dont know what's (8), type it in msn & then push enter.

for mahmudah's & everyone's reference, my subject combinations are :
h2 maths
h2 chem
h2 geog
h1 phys

sososo,
i'll have to start focusing on my studies.
i thought my burden was long left behind after my O's .
butbut, here it comes again .
much harder, though.

ok.
rewind.
went to jb on thursday morning .
let's skip the custom.

so, met with the rest of the relatives at the lobby .
the hotel was THE ZON.
it was formerly known as EDEN or wadever tat sounds like tat.
datok k bought the hotel n the name changed.
serious speaking.

me, mom, sis, little cuzzins & two grandmamas got the suite.
my auntie, little cuzzin & another little cuzzin got the regular room.

the suite was fantastic.
i just wish i could live there.
if only i could get datok k as my scandal.
& then, i'll have all my girlfriends n boyfriends to come over at MY suite.
then, suite life of atika & friends will exists .

k.
too much imagination.

by coincidence, my malaysian cousin work at the hotel.
the zon is like an integrated resort.
not exactly a resort.
but all the necessities are within the area .

the whole building itself is a hotel & a shopping mall.
there's a club .
supermarket.
pharmacy.
air-conditioned hawker centre.

so, i had a haircut .
dyed my hair blue black bcos school doesnt allow tinted hair .
y blue black instead of just black??

well, plain black is just so dull n boring.
blue black gives the effect of glimmer on your hair.
of course it looks like black but it's totally different from black at the same time.
it's more.... blue.
but of course it looks like black.
in other words, blue black is nicer than black.

blue black does not only applies in bruises, it also applies on hair colour.
that's lame.

bought everything i wanted.
ok.. not everything.
the best thing is that everything is paid by my mom.
huahuahua.

one thing i hate about going there.
i get disturbed almost every minute.
im serious.
i got the 'hi sis' in that low, rapist kinnda voice.
i got the 'hi'.
i got alot of comments from ppl i dont even know.
so, moral of the story: stalkers malaysia are much worser than stalkers in singapore.

then, thursday night is ladies' night.
my auntie asked me to go along with her.
butbut plan failed bcos bothh of us was tired.

tuptuptup.
went home on friday night.
a family car picked us up at the hotel's lobby at 8pm.
smuggled a few packs of chewing gums.
den reached home around 9+pm.

changed n then went to yishun.
mom send me there via motorcycle.
n oh.
have i told u my mom passed her tp??
she bought a beautiful gilera, if that's how u spell it.

so dear got so nervous meeting my mom.
haha.
ton at yishun with dear n friends.
den lepak pak pak.
reached dear's hse around 4am.

went into my designated room n slept.
zzzZzzzZZZzz.
woke up at 3pm the next day.
i noe.
burok!

den woke up.
bath.
eat.
play with shasha (dear's dog).
den went to town with dear n dear's mom.

met mira n sinyi there.
met ah long later.

need to be home by 9pm but reached home at 9.20pm.
chill dad.
it's only 20mins.

so today.
sit the whole day at home.
after blogging, have to catch up with my chem with the help of ahmad's chem notes.
tmr schooling.
ughh!!

sayonara.




11.55pm(5mins to midnight) - my bedtime song


`i am me, not someone else




Sunday, March 11, 2007
♥ 1:08 PM


i accidentally deleted the other post .
im so pissed off .
it was so long .
really .
so here i go again .
but in a shorter version .

today at 12+pm, i just woke up from my 21-hour sleep .

thursday, after school, went to esplanade with dear .
bought a slipper at m]phosis .
reached home around 12+am .
slept at 1am .

next day, woke up at 6am .
went to school .
slept in lecture halls .
i couldnt resist the air-con, so i slept .
woke up alot of times because rusydi woke me up.

then after school, went to yoshinoya .
ate there with rusydi .
nice nice .

walked around causeway point .
went to popular .
bought nth .

den went back home .
reached home around 3pm .
bathed bathed .
went out of the house around 4pm .
met dear at jp .

while waiting fer ah long, we went to arena but it was fully booked .
so went back to jp .
dear bought 100g butterscotch cookie fer me & 100g macadamia&chocchip fer himself .
savoured our cookies at basement 2 whr there are chairs available .
talk talk talk .

then, met ah long arond 7pm at j.e mrt .
met mira & alif at town .
soon after, alif went back home .
then, the four of us ate pizza at centrepoint's pizza hut .
eat eat eat .

then, took bus 143 to apollo centre in chinatown for our karaoke session .
there were no vacancies .
so we decided to go cash studio .
this time, we made reservations .
waited for a taxi for like 30mins .

started our 3hr karaoke at 10.50pm .
sing sang sung .
ended at 1.50am .
went to cineleisure n booked 4 tickets for hannibal rising .
the show started at 4.30am .
so, to waste time, went to a foodcourt at youthpark .
ate gong gong fer the first time & stingray .
talk talk talk .

then at 3.45am, went to level 9 cineleisure .
four of us played the photofind .
it was fun lar .
bought popcorns n drinks .
n then when we are going in, we were asked for our identification card.
cos the show was NC16.
i laughed .

by the time we went in, the show had already started .
we got the couple seats .
the show was nice & interesting .
lots of gore .
lots of body parts gone .
head gone.
finger gone.
cannibalism .

i was very very tired .
slept during the last 10mins of the show .
i snored my way during the show .
woke up to find other ppl watching the show irritated .
lol .

by the time we finished watching, it was already 6.30am .
dear's soccer tournament starts at 8.30am .
me n ah long promised to support him but we were too tired.
so dear took the train towards yishun .
me, mira n ah long took a train towards jurong east .

in the train, me n ah long decided to go n support him regardless of our fatigues .
so we decided to surprise him .
reached amk at 8am .
walked walked for around 40mins n could not find the street soccer .
so, being sticky n unbathed, we decided to take a cab .

surprised dear there .
their match starts later around 10.30am .
talked talked talked .

then after dear's 2nd match, there was a fight la .
til police come come .
watched the one-on-one match that were sourced from the soccer tournament .
they fought at the block near whr we were sitting .
got a free show .
fists were thrown & retaliation were shown .
wow .
it rhymes .
nobody stopped them .
they just watched .

at tat time, ah long's friend has already arrive to pick us up .
me & ah long, accompanied by dear proceeded .
along the way there, two police officers came n stopped ah long .
bla bla bla.
hopped on the cab .

whee~!!!!!

reached home around 2.45pm.
slept at 3pm after a thorough wash .
n then i was in heaven .

slept at 3pm n woke up at 12pm .
nice .
got to know that dear's team won 3 out of 4 games .
i'll be there again on the 18th because they are qualified for the next round .





i miss u .


`i am me, not someone else




Sunday, March 04, 2007
♥ 11:10 PM


hello.

im sleepy.
but i wanna watch ugly betty.

its fun working two jobs because there's two cheques.
haha .
now my cha kuan's pay is gone, dead & doesnt exists .

it's gone to my new baby .
k618i .
hehe .
but i still love my laptop more than my hp.
actually, i love my bed more .
((=

around 100bucks gone when i went to the 2days3night chalet.
peepz : me, my dear, put, mi, sinyi, rus, ah long, alif, faiz
fun la.

school starting soon.
n btw, i've changed my number.
if u wanna noe, email me.

im still sleepy .





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