i want to give a LOUD shout out to every earthlings to help reduce global warming .
meaning, try reducing by using things tat doesnt harm or make the ozone layer thinner .

- use CFC-free products
- recycle not throw plastic bottles into the bin (there are specialized bins fer recycling fyi)

i havent done my research .
so, im just gonna tell u all wad experts predict .
be prepared .
it will be the end of the world around 2030 as a result of the global warming .
to know wad u can do to help, visit http://oscar.com/oscarnight/?pn=green

every effort an individual does, makes a big difference to the environment .

k .
here's a nice poem dedicated to everyone, especially my samdol.

I never was struck before that hour
With love so sudden and so sweet.
Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower
And stole my heart away complete.

My face turned pale, a deadly pale.
My legs refused to walk away,
And when she looked what could I tell
My life and all seemed turned to clay.

And then my blood rushed to my face
And took my eyesight quite away.
The trees and bushes round the place
Seemed midnight at noonday.

I could not see a single thing,
Words from my eyes did start.
They spoke as chords do from the string,
And blood burnt round my heart

Are flowers the winter's choice
Is love's bed always snow
She seemed to hear my silent voice
Not love appeals to know.

I never saw so sweet a face
As that I stood before.
My heart has left its dwelling place
And can return no more.

poem founded on the net .




fuck urbanisation.








i hate flies .
one pathetic fly is in front of me now .
n it's flying to my left n then right n then to the left again non-stop .
im dizzy .
saw the fly and then suddenly felt like writing about it in my blog .
so that i could embarass the fly .

fyi, my blogsong is FORGOTTEN NOT FORGIVEN by JUST SURRENDER .
((=

finally, i have changed my blogskin .
it felt really great la .
although it's not as nice as your blogskin, i still feel great .
even if ur blogskin wins an award, i still dont care .
huahuahua .

my mom havent cook anything yet .
im so sad .
i get sad when im hungry .
)=

today is the only day in this week tat im staying at home the whole day .
i need it .

this coming week would be a total chaos .
i dont know why, but it just felt tat way .

wednesday would be my last day at cha kuan .
ppl i would miss would be :
- 'pemotong kuku' aka duck
- 'kerja la kerja la' aka duck fren
- 'short finger' aka the boss
- 'kala kuta' aka the clean the mirror (i would just miss disturbing him, tat's all)
- dishwasher

my dad bought a new phone & a nike shoe .
i asked him for 20 bucks, he wouldnt give .
stingy la u .
buy tiger beer can, give me money cannot .

anyway, i received a letter from singapore air force .
they want me to join them .
i will consider it after my A levels .
omg .
speaking of A levels, if i get posted to jjc, i am going to sit for it next year .
doomed .

this week n the week before has been disastrous .
i cant tell u why .
i cant tell anyone why .

random things on my mind :
- cicakman
- cicakman
- cicakman
- food
- im hungry
- no more flies
- money
- chalet

done .



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ok go .
currently watching 'dungeons & dragons' .
the graphics sux .
harry potter's better .

i hate fuzzy wuzzy .
dont ever play tat game .
i can go crazy .

im attached .

i wonder why .
maybe i'm not as strong as i claimed to be .
maybe i just need someone whu could give me emotional support .
especially when it comes to family matters .

to all my dear friends .
we will still remain close n dear .

so.
sentosa got rocky .
those who went : me, mira, kathi, ah long & hanis .
it was terrific & then horrifying & then terrific again .

tv status : austin powers .
comments : dr evil's cat is not bald.. for now .

ok .
so, let me continue .
an argument sparked off between the three guys .
it was a misunderstanding .
but it was a hot one .
a fight almost occured .

then, everyone cooled down .
&& it was fantastic again, especially at vivo .
we went to vivo after the whole night staying up .
we blah from there at 1pm or so .

saw roohee's younger sis at sentosa waddling in the baby pool .
haha .
so cute .
she's 14 if im not wrong .

den lepak at vivo's promenade .
it was damn fun .
we played the beat beat hand game .
i dont know how to describe it but all we do in the game is smack each other's hand .
my wrist got cut .
two cuts .
n it was bleeding .

from then on, i just realized i was aggressive .
i wore my valentine's day gift from dear's mom .
it was a bracelet .
it has a big star attached to it .
n it was the points of the stars tat got me cut .

i like blood .

i'll be working on monday n tuesday while everyone else is enjoying their holidays .
damn .




the L word .







im sick !
sick sick sick .

didnt go to work today .
partly because I WOKE UP LATE, IM SICK & I SLEPT AT 3++am JUST NOW .
so i told that short finger, my manager, that i could not make it .
i just wanna talk about work .
practically, the chefs & dishwasher are flirting .

i can sense it .
ok la .
it's damn OBVIOUS lor .
but u noe wad, aku malas nk layan .

secondly, i keep getting messages of ppl wanting to get to know me .
tips to girls : they wont bother u if u tell them u're not straight .
even if u lie to them that u're attached, they will keep disturbing u .

another way : tell them u're fat & ugly & as dark as hell .
it's scientifically & socially proven!!

advise to footballers .
please dun play street soccer when it's raining .
aman will tell u why .

i cant wait for later .
going to ton at sentosa .
too bad mira & putput cant make it .
im going with kaka & friends .
feel like asking valerie & stan to tag along .

fyi, i'm SIX MONTHS SINGLE !!
oh yeaa ~
the longest duration of being single .
second longest, maybe 2 mths .
i shd celebrate .
lol .

i'm still not talking to my mother after what she did to me .
that, i cant forgive her .





my friends are more like family .
my family are more like strangers .







i miss doing an argumentative writing .
fyi, my 2nd post of the day .
not even an hour from the first post .

ADVANTAGES OF SCHOOLING
- often contact with friends
- being able to bully sainiran
- pocket money
- cheap food
- takes up most of my time
- soccer during P.E

ADVANTAGES OF NOT SCHOOLING
- no stress
- no need to sing the national anthem
- no need to wake up early in the morning
- can go anywhere in the morning
- escape from teachers' nags
- no more boring assemblies

this GOLDHEART's ad reminds me of valentine's day .
OMG~!!
my name is earl has already started .
adios .







currently watching 'down with love' .
seriously, i dont understand the show .
too much twists .

i'm deprived .
i didnt know there's such show as seksa .

i'm confused .
i dont know when the results is going to be out .

i'm a pig .
i woke up at 5.45pm today & i still havent bath .

i'm in love .
in love with my laptop .

before i go crazy, i realised that my blog lack pics .
here are my random photos .

im bored.








As u frequent readers(if there's any) can see, my blogskin is a million years old .
Lucky tat the blogskin is virtual or else, it will turn from pink to maybe, brown ??

REASONS FOR A SUDDEN DESPERATION FOR A NEW BLOGSKIN
- it's a million years old (as stated)
- it's fucking PINK!
- i will kill myself if i see the same skin in two years to come

REASONS WHY I DIDNT CHANGE FOR A LONG TIME
- no time no clock
- this blog was designed & created by my best friend, sinyi
- i just love the spark-spark effect it has on my blog


oh yea, aman .
30th was also the day tat a lot of misfortune occured to me .
i dont wanna talk about it .

29th was payday.
didnt get tat much .
$200+
it seems like $2 to me .
ok, maybe $20 .
splurge around a hundred bucks on rusydi belated bdae celebration n a black cardigan .
went karaoke n surprised rusydi with a bdae cake .
how sweet....
ehem .

then, me & putri decided to ton at east coast which was something that WE regret .
met kaka & friends there .
it was effing cold .
it was still cold when i wore the cardigan .
we had vodka .
i did NOT get drunk, unlike someone .

then, we headed home around 7am .
went back home as a zombie .
slept in the bus & train .
i did not care whether i snored or made a fool out of myself .
the plan was to go to work but somehow my bed began to hypnotize me .
of course, i gave in to my comfortable bed & went to sleep .
boss informed me to get an m.c .
fuck .

woke up at 3.30pm n got ready to fake at the polyclinic .
i went to jurong east poly & guess wad?
UNDER RENOVATION lar babi .
i told myself "it's ok" .
then, continued my journey to clementi's poly .
n guess wad again??
CLOSED .

by tat time, i can kill anyone who tries to provoke me.
in other words, AKU BINGET .
as a result, i took a cab to bukit batok's poly .
u know what happen next .
CLOSED .
cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb .

next, i landed at yishun .
it's up to u guys' imagination what happens next.

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now, im gonna post something useful so that u guys who intend to go to a polyclinic wont end up with a under-going-renovation & CLOSED polyclinics .


- 9 polyclinics
Jurong Polyclinic 190 Jurong East Ave 1
Choa Chu Kang Polyclinic 2 Teck Whye Crescent #01-00
Bukit Batok Polyclinic 50 Bukit Batok West Ave 3
Clementi Polyclinic Blk 451 Clementi Ave 3 #02-307
Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic Blk 723 Ang Mo Kio Ave 8 #01-4136
Yishun Polyclinic 100 Yishun Central
Hougang Polyclinic 89 Hougang Ave 4
Toa Payoh Polyclinic 2003 Lorong 8 Toa Payoh
Woodlands Polyclinic 10 Woodlands St 31

"The heaviest patient attendances were seen at Ang Mo Kio (27,041) and Jurong (24,275), more than double the volumes seen at polyclinics such as Queenstown (9,345), Marine Parade (10,393) and Outram Polyclinics (10,550) - the lowest in attendances among polyclinics..."

smart ppl will go to queenstown instead of jurong-clementi-bukit batok .
goddammit, tat sounds like me .

oh, other than changing of blogskin, i wanna change my song .
im getting dizzy.



& i hate all CLOSED polyclinics in singapore everywhere .

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Atika
18 years of age
13th August 1990
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Financial Informatics
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