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Monday, December 18, 2006

♥ 2:26 PM

the post on sunday morning was deleted accidentally .
we wrote so much n it could be a momento fer me .
but dang!
i deleted it just because im not familiar with the notebook .
haix .

me, mira, putri, rusydi, faiz n hilmi went to putri's brother's condo at yio chu kang .
we ton there .
the place is like an entertainment centre .
there's pool table available fer us anytime .
there's a swimming pool n a jacuzzi available too .
there's ps2 .
tidbits .
coke .
dvds .
karaoke .
drinks .
oh yeaa .
hell lot of fun .
but somehow, i wasnt myself .
i left the place at 5am on sunday .
hopped on fariq's bike n zoom im on my way home .
my mom was waiting fer me at the door .
scary ehh .

so i slept after i got home n woke up at 5pm .
blablablabla n here i am in the morning .
so far, im not right .

let's do some self-reflection .
atika :
- pathetic, just so pathetic .
- lifeless .
- have a miserable life ahead .
- something will always go wrong when it started so right .
- yep, miserable it is .
- now im a PESSIMIST because it's so scary being an optimist where u keep clinging on to hope that life will be much colourful tomorrow . so, in other words, being an optimist is basically running away from reality . that's y im being a pessimist now n that's y im doing a reality check right now .

im so pathetic, i just realized .

`i am me, not someone else

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13th August 1990
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Financial Informatics
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