i keep deleting my post ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wrote a lot n it disappeared into thin air .
i hope tis one wont turn out like de rest .

so i will just describe the events in point form(or dash form) .

FRIDAY
- jobhunt
- got a job
- got my uniform
- ran into wang-by-wang
- went to clarke quay
- went to esplanade
- went to marina square
- reached home at 10pm
- grab a few clothes & then went out
- ton at putput hse

SATURDAY
- went to pm at 3am
- slept at 5am
- unable to wake up at 7.30am
- woke up at 9.30am
- putri accidentally slept in the toilet
- reached dani's hse around1+pm
- ppl : dani, kak ann, me, put, rusydi, hilmi & faiz
- facilities : 2 swimming pool, 1 babypool, 1 sauna, 1 steam room & 1 gym
- hse : 3-storeys high + 1 basement
- skipped work
- rusydi did lunch
- abg dani did dinner
- played 'donkey' with playing cards
- 'donkey' has to do a dare
- dares : eat cili padi
drink a glass of raw egg+ketchup
walk around the neighbourhood with white powder on face + lipsticks + fake moustache
hit the baldi around the neighbourhood
go to someplace with crocodiles
dive into the swimming pool with whatever you're wearing
- all dare was done
- mine was 'hit the baldi around the neighbourhood'
- karaoke-d

SUNDAY
- karaoke-D
- entity 2
- stay alive
- slept at 3.30am
- woke up at 4.45am
- walked to sembawang mrt (20 mins)
- ate at mcd
- caught the first train
- reached home at 6.45am
- slept soon after
- woke up at noon
- went to my grandaunt's hse
- slept there
- went back home
- skived

&& i forget my new year's resolution tat I typed few minutes ago




& i love my sex
(it's a song, aman!)







well, nth much happened except that i've been thrown out of the house .







atika has to stop drinking after what happened ytd .
i think im going to die .
nahh .
just kidding .

me, mira, rusydi, putri, kak ann & abg dani went to karaoke at cash studio in town .
we were delayed by 45mins because the machine wouldn't work & we were told to be send to another outlet with the taxis they supplied us with .
but but we decided to remain there & waited .
so, by waiting we got free drinks .
hot drinks, of course .

we smuggled 1 big bottle of NEAT vodka & bottles of long island .
i sang & sang & sang .
the only two who got drunk was me & kak ann .
personally, i think kak ann is a weak drinker .
she got drunk so fast .
when she started hugging n kissing everyone, we all knew she was drunk .
so around 30mins later, i was the one who got drunk .
that was the result of drinking in sorrows .
i think i did stupid stuffs .
n i know i CRIED!!!

one moment i remembered was i got a phone call .
it was from kaka n i forget what i was blabbing about .
so, when i got home, feeling slightly sober, i asked him .
he replied : "yeah..then u lyke gile lyke tat..I dun knw wad happen also.."
damn .
lucky it wasnt my mom who called .
oh yea .
not forgetting, i vomitted .
vomitted so badly .
after this, i have to ask my friends what i have revealed to them ytd .




i think i got drunk crying







the post on sunday morning was deleted accidentally .
we wrote so much n it could be a momento fer me .
but dang!
i deleted it just because im not familiar with the notebook .
haix .

me, mira, putri, rusydi, faiz n hilmi went to putri's brother's condo at yio chu kang .
we ton there .
the place is like an entertainment centre .
there's pool table available fer us anytime .
there's a swimming pool n a jacuzzi available too .
there's ps2 .
tidbits .
coke .
dvds .
karaoke .
drinks .
oh yeaa .
hell lot of fun .
but somehow, i wasnt myself .
i left the place at 5am on sunday .
hopped on fariq's bike n zoom im on my way home .
my mom was waiting fer me at the door .
scary ehh .

so i slept after i got home n woke up at 5pm .
blablablabla n here i am in the morning .
so far, im not right .

let's do some self-reflection .
atika :
- pathetic, just so pathetic .
- lifeless .
- have a miserable life ahead .
- something will always go wrong when it started so right .
- yep, miserable it is .
- now im a PESSIMIST because it's so scary being an optimist where u keep clinging on to hope that life will be much colourful tomorrow . so, in other words, being an optimist is basically running away from reality . that's y im being a pessimist now n that's y im doing a reality check right now .



im so pathetic, i just realized .







the post on sunday morning was deleted accidentally .
we wrote so much n it could be a momento fer me .
but dang!
i deleted it just because im not familiar with the notebook .
haix .

me, mira, putri, rusydi, faiz n hilmi went to putri's brother's condo at yio chu kang .
we ton there .
the place is like an entertainment centre .
there's pool table available fer us anytime .
there's a swimming pool n a jacuzzi available too .
there's ps2 .
tidbits .
coke .
dvds .
karaoke .
drinks .
oh yeaa .
hell lot of fun .
but somehow, i wasnt myself .
i left the place at 5am on sunday .
hopped on fariq's bike n zoom im on my way home .
my mom was waiting fer me at the door .
scary ehh .

so i slept after i got home n woke up at 5pm .
blablablabla n here i am in the morning .
so far, im not right .

let's do some self-reflection .
atika :
- pathetic, just so pathetic .
- lifeless .
- have a miserable life ahead .
- something will always go wrong when it started so right .
- yep, miserable it is .
- now im a PESSIMIST because it's so scary being an optimist where u keep clinging on to hope that life will be much colourful tomorrow . so, in other words, being an optimist is basically running away from reality . that's y im being a pessimist now n that's y im doing a reality check right now .



im so pathetic, i just realized .







at last i get to use my com once again .
i thought i would nv touched it .
the reason is that I work from friday all the way to tuesday .
OVERTIME somemore~!!!!!!!!!!!
saturday, i knocked off at 1.30am.
sunday, i knocked off at 5am (that's bloody shit ok) .
monday, i knocked off at 1.30am & got into trouble with the transport's driver .
he called me & putri KURANG AJAR .
putri pon marah dier .
lol .

my bag was in the van .
myself was out of the van trying to clock out .
then the van left us .
pala pundek kan.
so i stopped the van & the driver scolded us .
he shut up after putri scolded him .
putri ROCKS .
lol .
i just laughed .

so, four days of not being online .
four days of breaking my back .
four days of not checking myspace .
hahha .

i love my job, though it's very tiring.
the staffs are very friendly except fer a few minahs .
i just cant get along with malay girls except fer those friendly one .
in other words, i just cant get along with minahs .
luckily, there's a few jokers n maniacs .
overtime ytd was fun .
we made jokes n putri laughed til she almost dropped a tray full of bowls n utensils .
we threw our shoes as far as possible in the grand ballroom .
n we did our work . ((=




wang by wang .
EDMEL eh put ?







this is hilarious . clips from a korean drama FULL HOUSE .
enjoy .
bloopers below .








three bears







tuesday was my first day of work .
it was basically HELL .
kept attending to guests, walking non-stop or else kene maki .
dah lar aku kene maki duer kali
"so nice ar just watch the show. no need to work is it??!!"
fuck u lar asshole .
i dont give it a damn anyway .

today & yesterday basically did the same thing .
went to putri's hse n watch FULL HOUSE .
the same four .
putri, AKU, mira, rusydi .
after watching MY GIRL, we were hungry for korean dramas .
hehe .
mira didnt turn up ytd bcos she was busy working .
but she turned up today .
played monopoly & card games just now .
i nearly became a millionaire .

yesterday rich so we ordered pizza .
today ok ok so we top up ezlink -_-''



soon, another heart will break .
soon .







lalala .
i am atika .
i am tikos .
i am WHALE .

whale dont blog .
neither do tikos .
but atika blogs .
n she rocks by not getting GROUNDED OVER A DEAD BUNNY .
i can YEAH all i want without getting GROUNDED .

as u can see, i am bored to the extend tat my mouth became a laser .
(mulot laser, geddit?)
i am made from TWO MALES .
fuck, they are gays .
i am the fruits of their labour (female version) .

kae, enough of dengki-ing .
so so so .
on thursday, went to the library n grab a book to kill the boredom inside me .
then, went to arena .
then, to town .
chilled n savoured FREE foods at coffee bean forum .
i was bloated .

then then then putri slept at my place because she assumed no one was at home .
den the next day, WENT SWIMMING .
huahuahua~!!!
SWIMMING MADE ME THE MOST HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH .
my friends can see it .
i was already ready by putting my swimming costume on an hour before getting out of the house .
huahuahua .
i dont know y im crazy about swimming .
n yea .
me n my friends met hetty sarlene while queueing up fer de slide .
p.s : she looked shorter in person & awful w/o make-up .

then, putri, mira & rusydi slept over at my place .
we played card games & watched tv .

so, the next day me n put went fer training .
my brain was loaded with tonnes of information .
how the table should be set up.....
how to differentiate a teacup from a bowl.....
how to serve the guests.....
n most terrifyingly was how to cut that goddamn fish~!!!!
infront of the guests~!!!!

but whatever .
no harm trying right right right ???
i just hope i dont screw up on tuesday & other days tat i will be working .



on the bright side, i dont have any reviews to do ~!!
huahuahua .







if the video in the previous post isnt working try this .

this is me.



Atika
18 years of age
13th August 1990
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Financial Informatics
Call me stupid only if you're Einstein.
If you think cursing and swearing in the tagboard will do the trick, I suggest you grow up.


I don't care.

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