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Thursday, March 16, 2006

♥ 9:42 AM

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGHHHHHHHH~!!!

stoopid stoopid guyy .
ii oredii ask fer break-up fer de thiird tiime .
y cant still get iit ??
haiix .
oK .
so we met up ytd n talked .
he beg mii lyk hell .
he even got down to his knees n saiid he would change .
BUT I DIDNT CARE .
ii kept sayiing NO .
ii oredii gave hiim two chances n tats enuff .
iim not a chariity worker whu could take piity on hiim .
ii've been too soft-hearted all these whiile .
farkerr .
he even uses force n physical strength on mii .
as iif tat will change how ii feel about hiim .
he expresses how muchh ii mean to hiim n even saiid dere's no one lyk mii in dis werld .
as iif ii'd buy tat .
maybe ii was cruel n heartless .
then so be iit .
coz iim doiing tis for one guyy .
n tat guyy is de love of my liife .

ytd niight his whole family went to search fer hiim coz iit's been two days he has not been home .
n he broke de probatiion rules .
he shd be home by 10 .
his sister, mom called mii .
WTH .
all he does iis briinging trouble .
worst still, his PO (probational officer) called mii ad 9 tis morniing .
wakiing mii up from my sleep .
haiix .
donno where he's now larr .
all ii noe is tat he's iin deep shit .
juz bcos a girl, he's willing to go back to jaiil .
wad a stoopid act .
omg .
ii am heartless .
whu cares .
iim heartless for my own sake .
ii'm takiing my O levels tis yearr .
y shd ii care about otherr ppl n nort care about mii .
haiix .
ii realli regret knowiing hiim . FULLSTOP .

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