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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

♥ 10:20 PM

lets start tis post with an emotiional declaratiion tat come from deep withiin myy heart .
bdakk literature larr katekan ,

ii cant forget hiim .
even though iits over, myy feelings towards nv change .
iin fact ii still contiinue to love hiim more n more each dayy .
de more myy love deepens, de more paiinful it is .
ii thiink of hiim everyday .
ii miss hiim everyday .
ii dun care who he's with riite noww as longg as he's happy bcoz his happiness is wad my love is all aboudd .

FARRRRKKKKKKKKK ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iim realli farkiing stress .
well .
ii haf a neww bf whu is so farkiing good to mii .
n ii accepted hiim coz ii tot he can make mii ferget hiim .
but clearlyy, ii cannot .
so its wad we call a farkiing MISTAKE .
noww iim in a relatiionship with a realli great guy whom ii dun love ???
wthhhhh .............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ii dun wanna hurt hiim .
but ii cant liie to hiim u noe .
regretted .
haiix .

we'll see wad my fate will lead my liife to .

if it turns oud to be ugly , limit2 bunohh diri sudahhh .
nono . iim nort stoopidd .
ii wont do suchh a thiing .
im still youngg .

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRggggggggggggHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

nk worry pasal O levels lagii .
kt umahh dahh larr my mom tk abes2 memekak .

ii thiink iim goiing CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to hell withh LOVE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sryy . iim nort in de riight state of miind .

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