Monday, January 23, 2006
♥ 3:52 PM
ARGH~!!!iim so not mii aniimore .uggghhh~!!ii let a guyy ruiin myy liife, myy thinkiing ~!!ii walked past fariiq juz noww ad jp .de moment ii saw hiim, my heart beats faster n slower ad de same tyme .ii fiind iit difficult to breathh ad dat moment .n w/o knowiing tears were flowiing down myy cheeks .iits so not mii u noe .iim suppose to be strongg .ARGHHH~~~y does iit haf to endd tis wayy .last 2 mths, we were happy, loviing .NOW???iits a liviing HELL!!!!iim crazyy goiing iinsane .my EQ low tats y ii cant control myy emotiions .tats y iim pouriing all tis shiits iin my blog .my own emotiions are beyondd myy control .AAAARRGGHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!y is iit so hard w/o hiim??yyyyyyii nv loved aniione tis muchh before .haiix .to anonymous : whoeverr farkiing person u are, ii juz wanna tell u tat ii hate BOYS n ii lost trust iin every siingle one of dem .
`i am me, not someone else