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Sunday Night.



Kak Ina's open house.
Check In: 10.50pm
Check Out: 2am?

& I was posing like Miss Universe.

Monday..
Guess what?
My resolution failed so badly.
On monday, I was an hour late for school which caused me to miss an hour of lecture.
On the bright side, I was on time for my 2.5hour break.

Tuesday..
School was fun!

Wednesday..
No school. =)

To be honest, this website isn't my only blog.
To be more honest, this blog consist 20% of what I'm supposed to be writing.










yes. this is the exact expression of me right now.
so tired & sleepy & yet, awake.

My thursday was fabulous.
Went out with the girls, wen ting & noelle.


Vivo-ed.


Rock&Rolla

Noelle came late so, me & wen ting camwhore-d quite a bit.




My pervert look.






Sunshine.




Oh yar.
My permed hair is 4 days old today & it's not curly!
omg.
In the picture, my curls are still curly but it didn't last that long.
Waste my $$ only.
My hair is in a serious damage condition.

If my hair is a person, it's condition will be like someone in an ICU for months.
You get what I mean la...



Went to eat at Secret Recipe once Noelle reached Vivo.
I'm becoming like Putri, craving for Chicken Cordon Bleu.
& I realised that the service there has this weird vibes.
Like irritating also have.
Now, I don't feel like going there again.

After that, we went to this super ultra romantic place which Mira brought me weeks ago.
We laid down and look up to the twinkling stars scattered everywhere & had, you know, girls talk and stuffs.
It was heartwarming & nice.
If only Pat came!
You see... we missed you, Pat!


Candid.


Candid.


Candid.


Candid.


My pervertic face, as usual.


Wen ting, why your eyes so big uh!


censored.





I really had a nice time, girls.
Got to talk and catched up on things.
It's so nice that we talked, especially after all the (tamil) dramas I've gone through.

P.s: Wen ting, I wanted to send u the pictures but u were offline. Hmph.


This movie rocks.
It's so hard to describe but the movie definitely humoured me.
I give it 4/5.
Recommended.
The jokes are subtle.
If you can't catch the jokes, just laugh along when the other audiences do.




I'm going to move on.
Moon.
Stars.
Definitely.




I think I'm going to put this picture up as my so called 'primary photo' in this blog.
I miss my ppgs.
Can't wait for school! =)
My resolution for this coming semester is to be punctual for class!








my laptop's going to die anytime, i guess.
I kept snoozing when I'm watching videos on it.
Which led me to kicking my laptop off the bed.
ugh.
Twice.

When I woke up, my poor laptop was on the floor.
I'm sorry.

Anyway, I went to work yesterday.
LATE!
an hour late..
tsk.

work ends at 6.45pm and I had nothing to do so I went to perm my hair.
yes.
All the ppg's are rocking the school this semester with curly hair!

Why I did it?
1. I wanted it since last year?
2. I really need a change.

Fyi, I broke up with the bf yet again.
& this time, it's going to be final.
no more patching up bullshits.

Perming my hair, some sort, symbolizes a NEW me.
with my NEW life.
& there's no room for him.
no room for agony.
no room for sadness.

I really do want to move on.
& in this case, wen ting shall be my inspiration.
because it's almost the same thing.
2 years relationship...
sucky ex bf..
getting over them..
she did it.

on the random note, I'm sooo looking forward to school.
My gems was Personal Selling.
What the heck.
& it's located at T1A.
It's like at the other end of the school!

ok. back to the looking-forward-to-school thing.
I miss my ppgs!
Especially wen ting & noelle since we didnt really catch up on stuffs this holiday.
I miss laughing for no reasons in school.
I miss bullying Pat with my partner in crime, wen ting.
I miss laughing at Pat's stupid but cute reaction to everything.
& I want to get a CCA!

I'm not working today.
I don't know what I'll shall do.
I need to buy the perm hair moisturiser thingy.
I need to start depositing money into my bank account instead of withdrawing.
I need to stop splurging on food. (tsk)

On another random note, Yan bought a new phone out of nowhere during his breaktime yesterday & I was very envious!
Because it's none other than the gorgeous Samsung Omnia.
We figured the phone out for quite some time ytd.

Don't worry.
I'm gonna get one too!!!
So that I can get rid of my 4G handphone as soon as possible.
I dont know why I left Nokia music express phone unrepaired.
I think I hate Nokia alot.

& sinyi!
where are we going to party on your birthday, darling?
MOS closed down already..

I shall kick-start my day by having a shower or at least brush my teeth.







I should have known..

When there's laughter, tears are inevitable..







Thursday started out with me working from 2pm til 11pm.
After that, very randomly, I ended up in Bukit Timah playing pool with yan, shahrizal & haziq.
I only won ONCE!!
ONCE!!
ugh.

Then, we headed to mac & I officially own an imaginary friend.
When playdoh comes into the picture, it became fun & wicked.
Lucky for me, I have no distinct hairstyle.
Because we made fun of people with the imaginary friend.
Including.. lalas' all-time favourite center-parting hair!
haha. sorry.


Bloo.

Well, I reached home at 6ish in the morrow.

Forced myself to get up at 3pm because I have work at 4pm!
ughhh.. (with hand on the hip, not back)
It was Fitrah's 17th birthday yesterday & we had a blast shrink-wrapping her!
huahua.
never ever reveal your birthdate okay.

I will try and quit tru before 13.08.2009.
omg.
i'll be 19 next year.
so old!

anyway, the tru gang bought for her this particular perfume.
I forgot what perfume.
while I 'steng' with someone & bought her a star necklace.

went home to get sparklers cos I had so much of them.
oh ya.
mom scolded me this morning for not covering the tupperware of pineapple tarts ytd.
haha.
I forgot to cover it back after taking 4 of them out.

Me, Fitrah, Yan & Shahrizal(why ur name so long uh?) went to fong seng(not tong seng) & had our supper since all the 24hr muslim stalls went M.I.A for raya.
Tsk.

Soon after, we headed for west coast park and play, play, play.
Sparklers, Flying Fox, Merry-go-round thingy.
I was so hyper.
& got sick!

& guess what.
These few days, I really laughed a lot!
The last time I laughed like that was 2 years back when me & my close friends went for chalets, chilled at forum's coffee bean, karaoke-d & stuffs.
Gah!
It feels so nice to be happy, even though most of the time humor was intrigued by myself.

I just realised my laugh is more of a 'hehe' than a 'haha'.

Pat!!
I want absinthe!

I'll be dating Pat later on.
woohoo.









EVE HARI RAYA

Went to Geylang yet again.
Woohoo.
With Bf & Zairi.
Since it was the last day of the bazaar, stuffs were selling at a ridiculous price!
Cheap, cheap.

I bought a dollar earring which look like it was $10+.
300 gram of deng deng.
Ayam perciks.

The only downfall was that it was raining.
I was wet & cold.

After Geylang-ing, me & bf met wanmira at Jurong and we played with sparklers.
I bought 12 boxes of sparklers from Geylang for only $5!
We each made our own rocket and test-drive it.
Only wan's rocket was successful.
Played with bubbles.
Eat.
Eat.
Eat.

& I reached home around 3am.


HARI RAYA 2008

Woke up the earliest to do my hair.
Curly wurly.
& then, it's all up to the pictures to tell the tale.


I want to bleach my skin.


2nd, 4th, 1st sisters.








mom(in pink) & siblings with ah ma in the middle.




the cucu-s.


My family with grandma.


Alisha & 1st sis.


Me, Alisha, 1st sis.




Alishaaaa~


Mintak ampun









Me asking for forgiveness.
"Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin, Mak."




Aleeya.


four siblings.


Family.










Vain.


The one in the pink headscarf is my grandma.
The guy in yellow is my father.




I was pissed off when this picture was taken.


Caught candid playing with my sister's 3rd gen iPhone.
She's so rich la.
She has both 1st & 3rd gen iPhone.
But she won't let me use it.
P.s: Doesnt belong to this sis. But my 1st sis.
too many sisters uh..


younger sis with shakira.






I need full whitening blast.


Mother lepak.




mom, me, saiful.








& I know I've been a jerk replying just 'same same' to all my friends who sent me, like, 3 to 5 pages of sms-es.
it's just that when you guys msg me, it was in Malay & I don't know how to reply back in Malay.

It takes time.

So here's my Malay hari raya msg to all my dear friends.

Kepada rakan-rakan yang jauh dan dekat di hati. Saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada rakan-rakan dan juga kamu di sana yang sedang membaca blog ini. Jika ada salah silap yang saya telah lakukan, dengan sengaja ataupun tidak sengaja, saya ingin memohon maaf. Jika ada kaki sesiapa yang saya tendang ataupun pijak, saya juga ingin memohon maaf. Umm. Jikalau terkasar bahasa ataupun terkasar tk bahasa, saya juga ingin memohon maaf. Astalavista.

It actually took me 10-15 minutes to write one short paragraph in Malay.
I'm so dumb.








Yesterday...

Was supposed to go Wisma with bf to pick up my heels.
& he didn't wake up.
So, since Putri asked me out, we went there together.

I waited for her at Boon Lay control station & while waiting, I was in the heat of argument with bf.
I said I wanted a break-up.
No, no.
It's not because of him waking up late or whatsoever.
I'm not that petty.

I had to put down the phone on the train because I was tearing.
& everyone was looking.
I answered Putri's car theory tests for her.
& I got it right!

So, bf wanted to meet me in town and all.
I said no.
But, he still went to town to find me.
Whereas in town, me and Putri was running away from him and headed to Vivocity.

Rusydi & his two classmates came.
We break-fasted at Secret Recipe since Putri wanted the chicken cordon so much.
It was nice, with cheese oozing out.

We went back home shortly after eating.
& I was suppose to meet bf to end it once and for all.
& like how Putri predicted, I was weak.

When, it comes to love, I'm so weak.
I ended up giving him another chance.








People, my house is spick and span!

Well, today I woke up quite early.
12pm to be exact.
That's when the heat agitated me and cause me to wake up.
Not only that, my mom and her friend had been making noise since 10am because they were cleaning up.

I woke up, ate a piece of bread and got to work!
yes, ATE~
I didn't fast.
Doesn't seem that surprising anymore.
& work doesn't mean tru, it means get-my-fat-ass-up-and-clean-my-room.

I was so progressive.
I mean, efficient.

Threw a whole lot of stuffs away!
Unnecessary.
Redundant.

So, since everyone was not fasting, we went to Siam Kitchen and ate.
Mom bought a new sewing machine.
Her friend bought a table.
& I bought, omg, a very bimbotic pair of heels!

How I know it's bimbotic?
Because the first thing I thought of when I saw the heels was Patricia's mom throwing the shoe away.
Long story.
Ok fine.
Patricia's mom threw most of her heels away because they were too bimbotic.

hehe.
Pat, if you're reading this, I just want to say that I would never do that to you.

& guess what?
I WENT TO GEYLANG!
yes people, be envious if you have to.
haha.

went with my colleagues.
& I had my deng deng!
finally.. (teared eyes)

after that we went to have some drinks at bukit timah.
& here I am, home sweet(& clean) home. =)

Cashew Road.







People, my house is spick and span!

Well, today I woke up quite early.
12pm to be exact.
That's when the heat agitated me and cause me to wake up.
Not only that, my mom and her friend had been making noise since 10am because they were cleaning up.

I woke up, ate a piece of bread and got to work!
yes, ATE~
I didn't fast.
Doesn't seem that surprising anymore.
& work doesn't mean tru, it means get-my-fat-ass-up-and-clean-my-room.

I was so progressive.
I mean, efficient.

Threw a whole lot of stuffs away!
Unnecessary.
Redundant.

So, since everyone was not fasting, we went to Siam Kitchen and ate.
Mom bought a new sewing machine.
Her friend bought a table.
& I bought, omg, a very bimbotic pair of heels!

How I know it's bimbotic?
Because the first thing I thought of when I saw the heels was Patricia's mom throwing the shoe away.
Long story.
Ok fine.
Patricia's mom threw most of her heels away because they were too bimbotic.

hehe.
Pat, if you're reading this, I just want to say that I would never do that to you.

& guess what?
I WENT TO GEYLANG!
yes people, be envious if you have to.
haha.

went with my colleagues.
& I had my deng deng!
finally.. (teared eyes)

after that we went to have some drinks at bukit timah.
& here I am, home sweet(& clean) home. =)

Cashew Road.









Yes.
Finally, my childhood photos.
I, actually, have a childhood!

hahaha.


Mummy with funny face and baby me.


With my 1st & 2nd sis at Kentucky!


Me, 2nd sis & younger sis.
I'm wearing teletubbies!!!


Cousin & mentel me.


Face painting rocks.




I'm proud to be a Xingnan-ian.




KL trip with mom & mom's friends.













&&&& my favourite childhood picture will be....

TADAA~!!


why?
Because my mom said it's very easy to distinguish me among my other sisters.
I like to tonggek (chest out, butt out) since young.
& this photo proved it.

BYE.










I caught this sick movie, I must say on Saturday.
A midnight movie at JP with my colleagues.
It's so sick that it's M18.
It's surprising to see ME watching a horror movie.

Ugh.
I wish I didn't.
I only watched half of the movie.
I was covering my eyes with my jacket & was listening to my mp3.

My Sunday was wonderful.
Dined at Al-Majlis @ Haji Lane with the peeps.


Putri, you will never be forgotten. haha.

Met up with Putri, Mira, Rusydi in town.
They initially wanted to shop.
But in the end, Putri bought a Mango bag instead of shoes.
The bag was nice.


Went to Paragon's Toys R Us.
Fyi, no one is allowed to take pictures in TRU.


Pika Pika.


Reached at Bugis & talked.


Ugly me on the left. (haha)


Mira & Put bought for me this lego ring but red in colour.
Put's black & Mira's yellow.
As soon as I put the ring on, it didn't take very long for my lego to be detached from the ring.
=(


Congeeeeeeee....

We had southern-arabian(is it?) cuisine.
As we arrived an hour early, we played the game murderer & charade.
I realised the word 'Lucky' is very hard to be charade-d.
Tonnes of laughter and madness.
To make it simple, we conquered the room.


Psabb "AKU POLICE! HAHAHAHA."


Eya.


Putri.


Rusydi.

.
Feelza


Mira.


Yours Truly. (haha. bitch.)










Ugly me in the centre. (inside joke)

& finally, I get to post something up.
I've been busy with work and sleep.
I need money.
BROKE BROKE BROKE.

& yesterday was my bitchy sister's bday.



She is never at home.
Let me see.. the last time she was home was... maybe more than 6 months ago?
Haha.

She's living with her friends or something.

Happy Birthday, Bitch.

& today, is my Grandmother's 67th birthday.
Went to her house just now with my Aunties, Uncle & Cousins to break-fast together.

Nice to see everybody.

I shall find some time to post my baby & toddler & primary school pictures up.
I was cute when I was a toddler.
But the cute-ness drained away when I grew up.
=/








Geylang sipaku Geylang.
Geylang si rama rama.

I want to go Geylang.
Only Malays understand the enthusiasm of going Geylang even though we thought we hated Geylang.
I want the Deng Deng & the Chendol.
Ok fine.
Chendol can find at SweetTalk.

I want DENG DENG!

On Friday, while break-fasting with my fellow TRU colleagues, there was one conversation I find particularly funny.

Fifi was saying that there was this one day that he went to Geylang and bought some stuffs back.
He took the train back home with two paperbags.
One contained a newly-bought traditional costume with hari raya envelopes(ang pow).
Another contained Deng Deng.

When he alighted, he forgot both bags!
The train left and he realised that he had forgotten the bags.
So, he headed down to the control station and told the officer to stop the train at the next station so that he could retrieve the bags.
But, unfortunately, he said no.

When he told us this story, he looked sad.
And my manager, Amin, was also sad for him.
He said, with exaggerated expression, "If you lose the bag with the traditional clothes, nevermind, BUT you lost the one with the deng deng in it!"

Fifi: "Tu ah! Baju kurung biler2 aku boleh beli tapi deng deng setahun sekali sey!"
Followed by a sad face.

I dont know whether I had accomplish interpreting how funny the story is because when I read the post all over again, it doesnt seemed funny.

ok.
loser.

Anyway, back to Geylang & the big deal to go there at least once a year.
I was supposed to go Geylang with my work mates on Wednesday but I fell asleep!
Argh!!
So, today was my off day and I wanted to go since I miss Deng Deng.
No one was available to accompany me. =(

Oh well, tomorrow never dies (I hope).
Cos, if tomorrow dies, I can't get to break-fast with my fellow crazy friends!!

Later, I'm going to watch a midnight movie with fellow colleagues.
Don't know what to watch.
This post is useless.


Why do I always think that each post is useless huh?

this is me.



Atika
18 years of age
13th August 1990
Singapore Polytechnic
Diploma in Financial Informatics
Call me stupid only if you're Einstein.
If you think cursing and swearing in the tagboard will do the trick, I suggest you grow up.


I don't care.

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